tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2323922462382664346.post482667993759157306..comments2023-12-07T21:01:00.797-08:00Comments on emilyism.com: The Solutionemilyism.comhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14195677271423227109noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2323922462382664346.post-47245222079406334302011-07-27T06:22:50.155-07:002011-07-27T06:22:50.155-07:00WOW Emily, I think this post really spoke to me, t...WOW Emily, I think this post really spoke to me, thank you!! You know I have a lot going on right now, but my weight has, is and always was on my mind, I guess like you said, My GOD!! I am even thinking about it now, even though I have much larger things to worry about!! I think if I was 15-20lbs. lighter, I would be comfortable, I would be pretty, I would be...... it is so crazy how we think. I lost a little weight when I stopped drinking, but food is my other addiction I believe. It has been there since I was a child. I learned when I did my 4 & 5th step that I had that problem since I was in 3rd grade. because I developed faster and felt "weird". So funny, I was always an alcoholic thinker, but as a child & teen I ate. Then as an adult I ate and drank, (not so smart). I hate all you skinning alcoholics (lol, just kidding)!! I was always the person who drank their face off, then needed a full meal!!!<br /><br />right now I am trying to curb my hunger. I know a lot of people are cross addicted, but I have to be honest right now I do not have another 12 step recovery in me. I am really just trying to stay sober. I am 15 months sober and this past month has been the hardest, I think even harder than my mom's death. Because it was about her, not me, I needed to be 100% for her.<br /><br />Thanks for being so honest, I'm here sober and a little chunky!!!<br /><br />Have a great time with Annette!!Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2323922462382664346.post-63234800994451331842011-07-26T23:00:19.690-07:002011-07-26T23:00:19.690-07:00Great post Em! I am guilty of this too, but am tr...Great post Em! I am guilty of this too, but am trying to get better at turning things over immediately instead of obsessing and trying to control things that aren't within my control. When I turn things over to God, I find that everything works out and is easier to deal with, but for some reason, sometimes that self-will creeps back up and rears its ugly head - always, always need to keep myself in God's Grace and remember that it is His will, not mine that will get me through this life with a smile on my face, love in my heart and kind words that come from my mouth :)<br /><br />Again Em - I had a wonderful day with you today and can't wait to get back together Thursday nite!!!Annettehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10737418229508257797noreply@blogger.com