Before last night I hadn't been to a meeting in a week. I don't really know how to explain it, but it was almost like I was frozen. I knew I needed to go to a meeting, I mean I really knew- it was getting ugly up in here-but I just couldn't get myself to go. I could feel my disease winning-you see that's what it does, it catches me at a weak moment, and paralyzes me. But I caught it this time. I called my friends, and made plans to go to meetings with them. For some crazy reason I will disappoint myself-but standing up a friend I would never do. So I secured my sobriety for another day by making myself accountable to another alcoholic.
It is amazing what a meeting can do. I feel much more balanced today!