Monday, December 12, 2011


It is Friday night and I just got off work. And I am exhausted. I feel lonely and sad to my core. I know I should go to a meeting-but self-pity has taken over. I have come so far, but still I'm lonely. It's waring on me.

Where is he God? I know you find the one when your not looking. So fine, I will turn my head and not look-but if at all possible could you please hurry up? I love you.


  1. I was told that when I am right with myself the right person will be shown to me.

    I find it ironic that now that I have exorcised my demons a partner isn't high on my priority list. 99% of the time I am fine being with just me.

  2. Many fears are borne of fatigue and loneliness...