Things are going pretty well these days, so well in fact that I have mentally been preparing ways that I could start slacking on my program. "I don't really need so many meetings, I'm too busy to sponsor anyone, I don't really need to read the book." bull, bull, bull...that thinking is totally my disease trying to take me back. I do need that many meetings, and if I stop working with other alcoholics I will be drunk before I even know it, and that book saved my flipping life the least I can do is read it once in awhile.
I am grateful today that I know when my thoughts are leading me back to a drink. No such luck disease, I caught you. To bad, so sad!