Sometimes I do, sometimes I don't. Right now not so much. It's staying sober through the times you don't that is the challenge. After a few year of sobriety I came to the conclusion that no matter what, drinking would make it worse. And it would. Now don't get me wrong there are times I still crave numbing out, but the wreckage it would make is so not worth it. And though sometimes feeling my feeling is tuff, I am grateful to be feeling them at all.
"Right now, right this second there is absoultly nothing wrong." I don't know why I felt the need to add that, but I did:)