Excuse me while I vent..... I have been having a very hard time, and kind of sugar coating it on here. I guess I do that because I want this blog to be a positive place regardless of how I feel. But you know what I feel like CRAP, like I'm crawling out of my f#$%ing skin. It has been months since I have felt right, months, and I am sick of it!
It makes me feel bad venting on here, like after 3 year I should be in some better place. But, you know what, I am where I am. I did not build this blog to feed you all a bunch of bull about how easy sobriety is. I built it to share about my real experiences, and for you to be able to share about yours. Okay, I'm done.
This I do know.... "Sobriey is not always easy, but it is always worth it." (tm)