It seems to happen every year around this time, change, growth, and a bit of depression. I'm doing something right now that I've never really done...I'm goal setting. I have every excuse to kinda of give up right now, half of the people I know are looking at me thinking how is she going to work this out, the deal is I'm not, God is. But in order for that to happen I need to take action.
I have no clue how my bills are going to get paid this month, but instead of getting all trapped in fear I enrolled in a GED class. If I don't get some kind of education this cycle of not being able to pay my bills is likely to never end. I have spent many years in fear over my GED, I have tried going to classes for it before and failed, but I've never tried sober...it's a whole new ballgame!