Don't drink, no matter what, not even if your ass falls off. There will be times that life will kick you ass so hard that you may feel you "deserve" to drink again. That's when we hope and pray that the foundation our sobriety was built on solid ground. Mine was, I hope.
I'm going through this little "life's not fair" stage. Now I know for damn sure that it actually isn't, but normally I just take my luck as it comes and remember to be grateful for what I do have. I'm having a hard time with that right now. I feel that my ass is falling off, and I don't know about yours, but my God has a funny way of waiting until the last minute to save it.
Please keep praying that I get the job, sign on new advertisers, get some donations, or win the lottery. Thank you. I love you, Em