Why in the heck would we want to do something like that? All alone? Trapped in our own minds...I think not. I heard a saying the other day that totally made sense to me "We can't fix our sick minds with our sick minds." We really can't, and when we try we become sicker and sicker. A support group, that is the answer to most of our problems...Can emilyism.com be your support group? Sure one of them, but face to face contact with other alcoholics is SUPER important. There will be times in your sobriety that they will save your life, and that's a guarantee.
Here some links to a few support groups...
I think we can all guess which one I use, but whatever one works for you is what ever one works for you. Pray about it, try to trust God, and take some action. Please let me know if there are anyothers out there, and I will add the link.