I have something to deal with in court today. I don't want to go, but I have to, so I will. I hate that place! Even the thought of going scares me. But it's time to deal with this, so I'll go. If you don't here from me by 11:00 please come bail me out:)
Many of us come into sobriety in trouble. But often (like in my case) that trouble is what brings us to our knees and let's the journey of healing begin. I wouldn't take back any of what I've been through, not at all, it brought me where I am today. But I learned my lesson, so the fact I have to go back to the scary place SUCKS! Wish me luck.
Please give me the courage to do what I need to do.
I love you,