Wednesday, July 14, 2010

The Scary Place

I have something to deal with in court today. I don't want to go, but I have to, so I will. I hate that place! Even the thought of going scares me. But it's time to deal with this, so I'll go. If you don't here from me by 11:00 please come bail me out:)

Many of us come into sobriety in trouble. But often (like in my case) that trouble is what brings us to our knees and let's the journey of healing begin. I wouldn't take back any of what I've been through, not at all, it brought me where I am today. But I learned my lesson, so the fact I have to go back to the scary place SUCKS! Wish me luck.

Dear Lord,
Please give me the courage to do what I need to do.
I love you,


  1. Praying for you right now. You are wise to recognize that the trouble brought you to your knees.....but it is still scary!

    There IS hope!

  2. Lots of positive thoughts being sent your way!!

  3. Thanks for being so honest. I have been running from my past and all the things that I destroyed from my addiction. Finally, I was brought to my knees and humbled. I have four months sober and each day I stay and dont drink-I have more faith. But, I get so scared.