OK, we are going to skip over the whole date thing - come to find out my heart is just not ready.
So you are all drinking tea, and I feel a little left out. So, I'm off to the tea store and if I'm smart, to class!
UPDATE: I am feeling much better. I had a good cry and just took my first sip of tea. It is so crazy to me how doing new things can be so hard. It takes courage, but at least it's no longer liquid courage! Just because it's hard isn't an excuse not to go out.
I'm going to give myself some of my own advice...Emily you are still sick and getting better, be easy on yourself, eat some chocolate (or drink some tea) take a bath, or a nap, stay in the moment and when you are ready, give it another shot.
Thank you guys for your support! We all ROCK! How are you doing today?