Feelings, lets talk about feelings.
When I first got sober what I remember the most is feelings, all of the feelings. It was like I was feeling, feelings I had suppressed for years all at once. Even though my brain was starting to get straightened out, I was still one big feeling. Another sober person once told me "If it didn't get better do you actually think I'd still be sober?" that helped, that gave me enough hope to hang on and allow myself time to heal, which I'm still doing.
How are you feeling?