I'm not sure what I have to say really, my computer is broken, so I'm blogging from my phone. I'm a bit of a wreck today. It was 12 this afternoon and I noticed that I had no clue what meeting I was going to and that I hadn't eaten (not eating is a very bad thing for me) so I ate then took a long nap. I needed a nap, I was sad and cranky and did not want to deal with life, wanted to hide really. About not going to a meeting, that is ridiculous! I know meetings make me feel better and I know they are the solution to most of my problems, yet still some days I don't go until I'm in pain. I'm wondering how sober I will have to be before it is my first solution instead of my 10th. I'm such a stubborn mule sometimes!
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I'm strong-headed too...and a slow learner. I am better though and that's what counts. Nap, eat, be kind to yourself and have a great weekend.
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Stubborness, one of my best charchter defects, but, it kept me from drinking until I got to the meetings. Now I'm trying to replace it with perseverence. Not just switch the name tags,but realy replace it. Like Kim said, "getting better" one day at a time...
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Thanks Kim...