What are you doing to stay sober today?
I am...praying, calling my sponsor and going to lunch with some sober friends, then having open chat right here on emilyism.com (I am so excited!) I am thinking it may be a bit of a pain at first, but once we have it figured out it will be smooth chatting!
Something just came to mind. Someone asked me the other day if I was open for debate about the program I got sober in, my answer "Nope." There's nothing to debate. I learned early on don't explain and don't defend. Today I'm thinking maybe I should have explained (damn thinking) so I will here. Meetings are my insurance policy, they are where I go to hear where I came from, and where I go to learn how not to go back there. It's not open for debate, it's what works for me..
I hope it's okay with you guys, but I may be all over the board today, as I have a ton on my mind. I am off to fly, I will write more later.
Had a great and wonderful lunch with some sober friends. I spent a year feeling a little bit sorry for myself that I didn't really have any close sober friends. Then the other day I asked what part in that did I play? The answer was a decent amount. Had I asked anyone to do anything lately...nope. So I did, and he was like okay lets do it Sunday...boom lunch with friends. I really can be a pain:)