Sunday, December 6, 2009

Sobriety Sunday

Happy Sunday everyone! It is almost time for me to leave for my morning meeting, I am speaking today. If there is anything you want me to share on that you are going through please e-mail it to me or leave a comment.

8 months sober
In God's time not mine. This has got to get better. I have asked and asked and asked for God to do something about my relationship with (name with held). He is and I am probably taking it back. You left me with no *$@# out. I need him, I don't drive how am I supposed to get anywhere. I am so lonely. I'm just supposed to take it. It is that bad God, it is.

I am grateful for my boys
I am grateful for a roof over my head
I am grateful for bills I can pay

It's hard to feel sorry for yourself when you're grateful I guess.

Not to worry 9 months was my breakthrough. I will share more later:)

I'm back. I wanted to share about my 9th months of sobriety. At 9 months my world opened up. All of a sudden that feeling of complete anxiety and discomfort was lifted. I often share how grateful I am that I didn't give up before then. I would have never known that all the pain was worth it. I guess that's what they mean when they say "Don't give up before your miracle."

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